(PASTORS, PLEA FOR YOUR PRAYERS!)
I am getting very concerned I have been getting email stating semi trucks have
been stopped at weigh stations and when opened thousands of signs have been
discovered stating MARTIAL LAW SEPT. 1999 I spoke with another Partner in the
ministry and she said she has heard this from MANY different sources! for
MONTHS.
GOD has told me in audible voice " What if Rosh Hashanah is the day I come?"
That is September! I will rejoice if it is the day the LORD GOD YAHUSHUA comes
and takes US home as HIS BRIDE! But the NEW WORLD ORDER also has evil plans of
their own for Born Again HOLY SPIRIT filled Believers of YAHUSHUA! Those of US
who obey GOD and NOT man or Government when they go against YAHUVEH and
YAHUSHUA's commandments.
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who calls "WOLF" for it is one thing after
another I ask others to pray that GOD will have mercy and spare US! Each time
YAHUSHUA has heard the prayers and fasting of the righteous (the prayers of the
righteous availeth much). Now I ask for the people to agree if this isn't the
rapture that will cause martial law in America perhaps other countries then
PLEASE pray this will again be something YAHUVEH will delay for the sake of HIS
babies, bride, chosen ones, and elect!
Today I had tears run down my cheeks and held back sobs as I held my 11 year old
in my arms and realized I cannot protect him from what is to come to this world
if GOD does allow these things to happen, I have NO husband and he has NO father
except for our HEAVENLY FATHER!
I thought about the responsibility I have and so little I can do to protect him.
A mother’s natural instinct is to PROTECT and NURTURE. YES! I trust GOD but
still I must make sure I can hear clearly when the time comes to KNOW what to do
and where to go. I know now Israel I shall minister in but NOT live at this
time. Living there NOW it is against the LAW to even speak the name of YAHUSHUA
to strangers. Sunday, I spoke with the Christian Embassy in Jerusalem with a
Brother Ed and he told me of the small apartment he lives in where the rent is
being raised to $1500 a month! NO AIR CONDITIONING and he said it’s rare in
apartments. HOUSES are called VILLA'S and they sell for HALF MILLION minimum! He
said how I must learn to minister in a NEW WAY or I would wind up in jail!
I love Israel but I cannot see myself or son living in a place where the name of
FATHER GOD YAHUVEH cannot be mentioned or the name of YAHUSHUA! I will minister
there but I have a lot to learn yet and only the HOLY SPIRIT will lead and guide
me as to what to say there and do.
I am concerned for the Prophets that went before me: John, and Nick Serre I have
NOT heard from since he told me now was the time to come. Is he is Jail? I don't
know. I ask for your prayers for HIM and all others who are speaking forth the
GOSPEL of YAHUSHUA! Please ask the People to cover them in prayer as
well as myself as I listen closely for the marching orders of the HOLY SPIRIT.
I am comforted with the word of GOD that cannot LIE!
" The FOOTSTEPS of the GODLY ARE ORDAINED BY THE LORD"
"MANY ARE THE AFFLICTIONS OF THE RIGHTEOUS BUT MY LORD SHALL DELIVER ME OUT OF
THEM ALL"
Nothing has changed in Israel as far as witnessing for YAHUSHUA goes. The Jews
forbid HIS disciples to speak of YAHUSHUA in the times of OLD also. Put in
prison and tortured. They crucified our YAHUSHUA and HE was born of a Jewish
woman. Yet we have the mandate to show the LOVE of YAHUSHUA and remind them HOW
MUCH he LOVES THEM! We are to remind them how we are commanded to PRAY FOR THE
PEACE OF JERUSALEM! We are to remind them ISAIAH 53 has been finished at
CALVARY!
How GOD the Father YAHUVEH sent HIS only Begotten son from Heaven to live, die,
and rise from the dead in Israel! What an Honor the People of Israel have and
don't even realize it! This small nation is MORE blessed then any on the face of
this earth! Yet this is NOT only where the battle of Armageddon will take place
but where YAHUSHUA, will one day physically rule and reign and set his feet on
the MOUNT OF OLIVES! Yet this nation has also been chosen to be the place where
the most EVIL ONE OF ALL, the ANTI CHRIST, will set up his KINGDOM!
I have been warned that when I go to Israel I am NOT to mention about being a
Messianic Jew, for MESSIANIC JEWS are NOT WELCOME IN ISRAEL! How sad to have
come this far in history and to still have to write that. I am JEWISH by my
bloodline and yet more than that I am JEWISH from the BLOOD that FLOWED FROM
CALVARY from YAHUSHUA! (In Hebrew YAHUSHUA means SALVATION) in English (JESUS)
has no phonic meaning) I was taught to call our Savior JESUS CHRIST but now I
want to call our LORD and SAVIOR by the NAME given to HIM by YAHUVEH it is
YAHUSHUA! I pray those reading this will also have the same desire.
YAHUSHUA is my MESSIAH! I know the Jewish People have MUCH of the truth and I
try and follow the TRUTHS by rightly discerning what laws are man made and what
laws are GOD Ordered! I am a MESSIANIC JEWISH BELIEVER! yet when I go to Israel
I must somehow NOT let that be known to wrong people or I am warned or I will be
EVICTED from ISRAEL! or IMPRISONED!
I have a mandate from the LORD to witness to JEWS and GENTILES! I love Israel
and the True believers and followers of YAHUVEH we share the SAME love and
WORSHIP of YAHUVEH! But the only thing lacking is this nation must receive
YAHUSHUA as LORD and SAVIOR! There is BUT ONE MESSIAH! YAHUSHUA is HIS NAME! HIS
name is SALVATION!
I observe the Jewish Feasts that lift up the name of YAHUSHUA and YAHUVEH! How
beautiful these feasts are and I feel cheated I wasn't taught about them in our
so-called Christian Church!
GOD the Father YAHUVEH's name they believe is so Holy they don't dare SPEAK HIS
NAME and yet I call ABBA FATHER and the HOLY SPIRIT has me call HIM DADDY GOD
JEHOVAH or YAHUVEH! I have been cautioned to only say when I get to Israel when
asked, "I AM A BELIEVER" but this so lukewarm a believer in what? Even Satan in
the bible says trembles for he BELIEVES there is a GOD! Believer in what? I will
say I am a believer of the GOD of Abraham, ISSAC, and Jacob! This is what I told
the Christian Embassy! One day the people of Israel those who reject YAHUSHUA
will be BELIEVERS IN the EVIL ONE who is the ANTI CHRIST! Who will warn them?
The Christian Embassy IS NOT WARNING THEM! 60 pastors on staff and they wait for
someone to ASK them what is different about them! There is NO time for this way
- YAHUSHUA is COMING! What worked then must be sped up! The people don't realize
when they send money to Christian Embassy in Israel it goes to pay for 60
pastors who live in $1500 month apartments and cars which are a luxury! I
enjoyed speaking with this dear brother and Sister from Christian Embassy and
yet I grieve for that money could be used to help the true prophets and
evangelists who lay their lives down daily to witness to the people of Israel!
There is a man in Israel name ELIJAH. He has been ministering for 15 years out
in the OPEN in Jerusalem! He is a man in his seventies and I have heard two real
audiotapes of his conversations with Jim Searcy! Now I won't link to those calls
because Jim and I have major differences in beliefs. He does NOT believe a woman
could be used of GOD to be a spiritual leader or Prophecy. But when I first
heard this man ELIJAH I said I heard a MAN and NOT GOD speaking forth out of
him.
Then on July 9.1999 I was given this dream:
I saw myself in a large room with a lot of other people. We were sitting in
chairs, like in a meeting room. I saw this man ELIJAH speaking and he was saying
he had been looking for others with name of ELIJAH and all were in Jail except
ONE a Rev. named Elisheva Eliyahu! Then he pointed at me and said, " YOU’RE HER!"
I smiled and it was like we were friends. Then someone lead him away to a CAVE
in the left side of the room taking him of a TOUR OF A CAVE where RICHES were
kept! I wasn't invited to go on this tour. I saw him come out of the cave. When
I saw this I was on right side of room and there was a desk there and a figure
of authority was watching me Stand and TEACH children by showing a Picture. I
was holding a picture of YAHUSHUA (Jesus) and he wore a flowing red robe
kneeling at Garden of Getheseme. He was weeping! The children sat in desks like
in school and I showed Picture after picture and taught about it. The authority
figure behind the big desk approved of the way I was teaching and he was
listening intently.
END OF DREAM
This was on a FRIDAY morning that FRIDAY evening the SABBATH it seemed like the
HORDES of HELL descended on me with ONE blow after another! By Saturday July
10,1999 I broke - Mind, body, spirit and soul! I didn't think there was a PASTOR
or PROPHET left! I saw a vision of ME tottering losing balance over a CLIFF and
hands reaching to steady me but ONLY ONE HAND grabbing me and Pulling!
My young son said, "Mom are you going to die?" I heard a voice so loud inside of
me shout YES! But my mouth said " I don't know " I was nearly catatonic in grief
and sobbed continually! What brought me to this point? It had been building and
I just kept ignoring the PAIN and Ministering even HARDER! My friends said
Elisheva REST and I couldn’t. For the way I survive the PAIN in my life is I
MINISTER to others in PAIN!
If people only understood WE who GOD has put us in a role of spiritual leader or
Prophet Need your PRAYERS of protection desperately! WE ARE ON THE FRONT LINES
TRYING TO PROTECT THE TROOPS WITH OUR OWN BODIES! Many of US lay our own
FINANCES down for the sake of GOSPEL of YAHUSHUA! for the sake of MINISTERING TO
OTHERS! When we ourselves are BLEEDING SOLDIERS mortally wounded! and yet we are
forced to hide the Pain and the WOUNDS that would KILL US if we didn't have
someone interceding in Prayer when there is NO ONE else there is our LORD GOD
YAHUSHUA who intercedes for US with our HEAVENLY FATHER GOD YAHUVEH!
Friday I was reeling with one attack after another! Ministry possessions stolen
one after another, betrayal, I was raped one way after another! Its too personal
to reveal now and just know I broke but it wasn't a OVERNIGHT thing it has been
building! Your Pastor was GONE and you didn't even know the danger my life was
in. People don't have these kind of breakdowns without long hospitalization and
medication to numb the pain and trauma!
Saturday July 10,1999 the SABBATH still I never wanted to come out of my
catatonic world. So depressed only sobbing is the only communication I could
make. Then a miracle happened! On the floor was a tape I had received as a gift
from a friend. A stranger through email sent the song she sent me to me. I had
told her I received this song that Twila Parris sings called " The warrior is a
child" My friend sent the tape with that song on it. Now the HOLY SPIRIT was
telling me to Play that song that was sent to me during another time of crisis
in my life earlier this year.
I told my YOUNG SON to put it in the tape recorder and obeyed the HOLY SPIRIT.
As I started listening to it I started Sobbing hysterically as I heard the HOLY
SPIRIT say " these words are for you they will heal your mind, body, spirit, and
soul LISTEN TO THEM and keep PLAYING it until you are HEALED!